.::-:The Den of the Last Angel:-::. - [1]

Regrets & Hate

Time is supposed to heal me
I'm still in to fight my pain
For a way out 
From my own mistakes
But it's not so easy to forgive and forget

I want to say I'm over you
But I think you should know

I stay up at night and imagine you in my pain
I secretly hope you hurt as much as me
And as much as I did when it was over

I don't think about you as often as I bet you hope I do
Only when I see you does my heart flare up with

Anger 
Nausea
Hate and 
Regret

Regret for having you in my life

I'm above no one and if I'm the lowest of the low
if it gets me where I want
Then that's all I need

No... I don't regret it.

You took away my confidence
The strength to stand alone
But when you pushed me down the weaker path
The stronger I have grown

No, I don't forgive you
When you hurt me, you hurt yourself
A black-listed bastard waste-of-space

And if you think that it's settled and gone
This heart
This mind
And soul
They're not done.

And if I dwell on you
I find myself working
to spite you. 
Make you realize what you've lost.
This love
This heart and mind and soul
Come at much too high a cost for you to buy

Don't waste your time
Don't hold me up
Don't waste my time

I can't forgive
I can't forget
What you did to me
From the day we met

A manipulation, a spider's web
You made me something I wasn't
But now, I'm only myself
And that will be all I need.